not pregnant. went to a scan yesterday and baby measured 8 week 6 day and no heartbeat. no way to know when baby stopped. psycho doc said that fetus had a genetic abnormality (thickened nuchal fold and some large pockets of fluid along the spine). he was very nice in the scan room. in his office a different story. i swear i was in some bizarro world. black funerals, irish funerals, his uncle's funeral, pastors who are buttholes.
i saw him one time before. he's our midwife's back up ob and we met him during t's pregnancy. he seemed like a perfectly sane person then.
the mister is having a hard time. i was thinking blighted ovum so it's not too much of a surprise. it was sad to see the weeness. we've opted to let nature take it's course.
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