sike

not pregnant. went to a scan yesterday and baby measured 8 week 6 day and no heartbeat. no way to know when baby stopped. psycho doc said that fetus had a genetic abnormality (thickened nuchal fold and some large pockets of fluid along the spine). he was very nice in the scan room. in his office a different story. i swear i was in some bizarro world. black funerals, irish funerals, his uncle's funeral, pastors who are buttholes.

i saw him one time before. he's our midwife's back up ob and we met him during t's pregnancy. he seemed like a perfectly sane person then.

the mister is having a hard time. i was thinking blighted ovum so it's not too much of a surprise. it was sad to see the weeness. we've opted to let nature take it's course.

2/3 Little Free

I & T went with their grandmother and great-grandfather to a cousin's first birthday party 3 hours away. They are spending the night at a hotel! get to swim! watch tv! eat whatever they want! They are beyond excited.

still sleeping in their beds

yay!!!

Must be the universe's way of keeping balance in teh force cause *coughwearepregnantagaincough*

The 5K is in a week and a half. Day before Easter. The dog is a big pain in the butt. Remind me why we have her again? I am seriously thinking of giving the dog back. She's had diarrhea since we got her (7 weeks ago? 8?). We took her in to the vet and she took her antibiotics and parasite treatment (the kind that can pass to people and dangerous to littles) and she's still poops rank-ass water poo.

And she bit Penelope. Didn't break the skin. P unintentionally woke the dog up from a sleep. I was sitting RIGHTTHERE too.

Our house smells like sick dog butt. And Bonus!!! She has heartworms.

growing up

THe older two (6 & 4) slept in their own beds last night. We set the bunk beds up and they snuggled happily and went to sleep. This is the first time ever they have slept without us. pleasepleaseplease stay this way!!